yeah! sometimes I do talk to my husband but not all the time. It is hard.

you know sometimes we feel so hurt coz the people in your family used to be very close to you, but now they see you on the street they act like they don't know. it hurt like hell. My parrents of course love me and did came to my wedding. and they arranged the wedding for me

BUT my cousins, my uncles, my aunts and my whole big sh!t family none of them came to my wedding including those people that i was so close and love them so much. it is so sh!t to think about it. none of them came to my wedding. it hurt me.

sometimes people i know asked me how is my relatives doing. i answered them, "I don't know, I know that they are dead by car accident. coz I have no phone call from them or anything from them"

I was so mad when someone mentioned about them. so i said they are dead! they turned me into a mean person now. coz they didn't come to my wedding and no phone call anything



thanks for a feed back.

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