My other half takes meds for circulation and a small heart difficulty. He was very open at his last visit and the doc gave him some pills to help with erectile dysfunction. He's being monitored. The thing is, he can take the pills; but if he does, he runs the risk of having a massive heart attack. Or, he can do what he is doing now...We kiss and cuddle and love a little and that's pretty much it. My question is what can I do with the huge amount of my sexual energy and frustration when it builds up? I've bent 2 vibrators and the orgasms take the edge off, but I still end up feeling empty. I try to do it when he's not home, so he won't feel inadequate. He just doesn't have the stamina any more and tires easily. I'm not being stingy or self-centered, but need to find a way to release this. I can usually go for a couple of months by keeping myself very busy, but then I start to get "uptight". I don't usually post anything like this here, but am hoping for some pointers or direction. Thank you.

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