Another Saturday night.. home.. alone.. no date.. no man... and in typical fashion... after spending the better part of my night here at this wonderfully stimulating place.. reading stories (specially those by skip).. I discover myself completely horny.. and in need of some relief.

Anyway.. I will skip the details.. but needless to say it involved my wonderful bullet and an incredible orgasm..

the incredible orgasm resulting in... tears. Yep.. now my question is.. is this normal? Am I alone in this phenomenon? Is it just that in my brain, I am completely aware that the only way I orgasm anymore is self induced... or is it a normal typical reaction of my orgasms at this point in my life.. physically. See.. I know it has been awhile since I have achieved such bliss with a partner.. but I honestly don't recall ever crying during sex.

Not sure which thought is more unsettling.. If I am only crying these tears because I am alone.. then.. okay.. I can live with that being a result. However.. if it is just physical at this point in my life... I wonder if that is going to be completely stupid to the next guy I happen to sleep with.....

Just a few weird thoughts as I sit here alone on a Saturday night.