would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhines,
but the lack thereof
would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith
in nothing.
I want to put my tender
heart in a blender,
watch it spin around
to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous
then I'm through with you.
I burn burn
like a wicker cabinet,
chalk white
and oh so frail.
I see our time
has gotten stale.
The tick tock
of the clock is painful,
so sane and logical.
I want to tear it
off the wall.
I hear words
and clips and phrases.
I think sick
like ginger ale.
My stomach turns
and I exhale.

So Cal is where
my mind states,
but it's not my
state of mind.
I'm not as
ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami?
Folded up and
just pretend.
Demented as
the motives in your head.

I alone
am the one you don't
know you need.
Take heed.
Feed your ego.
Make me blind
when your eyes close sink.
When you get close,
tie me to the bedpost.
I alone
am the one you don't
know you need.
You don't know
you need me.
Make me blind
when your eyes close.
Tie me to the bedpost!

Now I'm through,
with you.
Through with you!
Rendezvous,
then I'm through with you.

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Love...the slowest form of suicide.

WHAT KIND OF LOVE ARE YOU ON

You say one thing then you do another
You got it all wrong so you blame it on your mother
Your kicking the dog cause you can't get the cat
You know it ain't cool but you like it like that

Everybody talking bout what it is, what it ain't
You kiss on the devil and you piss off a saint
But it can't be love if you don't have to crawl
You say you don't need nothing but you got to have it all
I want to know
What Kind Of Love Are You On

Ohhhhhhhh......When Jack and Jill climbed up that hill
She charged his ass a quarter
He flipped his lid
Cause what she did
She shouldn't, hadn't, oughtta.......

Jelly roll Jane, rolling on the rug
Choking on a lover like a brand new drug
Do the same thing, every damn day
Do the same thing, do the same thing
Never seem to get enough
I want to know
What Kind Of Love Are You On

Aerosmith...........Armageddon Soundtrack

Mrs. Lix

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VENI, VEDI, VELCRO (I came, I saw, I stuck around)!

Well, she's walking though the clouds
with a circus mind that's running wild
Butterflies and zebras and moonbeams and fairy tales,

That's all she ever thinks about

Riding the wind

When I'm sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles she gives me free

It's alright, she says, it's alright,
Take anything you want from me,
Anything

Fly on, Little Wing


- Jimi Hendrix, also covered by Derik & the Dominoes, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Sting, etc.

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Plug me into somethin'

If the theory does not conform to the facts, then the facts must be discarded.

No good deed ever goes unpunished

Never argue with an idiot. He'll drag you down to his level, & beat you with experience.

Love this song *LOL*

Verse 1
I remember back on our very first date
In the back seat of me car
I wanted you to go all the way
But you wouldn't go that far


I wanted you to hold me dick
You wanted to hold me hand
And when I accidentally brushed your tit
I just blew it and come in me pants


Chorus
And it was over ...
Before it began


Verse 2
I'll never forget the strain and the sweat
As I fumbled with your gear
A hundred degrees with the windows wound up
So your Mum and Dad couldn't hear


Tryin' me best to unzip your dress
And unhook your bra with one hand
And just when I thought I was doin' all right
I come in me pants again


Chorus
And it was over ...
Before it began


Verse 3
Blouses and buttons and bras and buckles
And 'Stop it, I'm gettin' cold'
First time I've had a tit in me mouth
Since I was nine months old


I had lovers' balls and you had no idea
Of the pitch of me passion and pain
Tryin' to stay cool with me knackers on fire
I come in me pants again ... oh, shit ... and again


Verse 4
You wouldn't give and I wouldn't go
And we couldn't seem to agree
You got the giggles and I got the shits
Then you wouldn't talk to me


And when we made up and we started again
Your Dad banged on the roof and he yelled:
'What are you two kids up to in there?'
And I shit in me pants as well


Chorus
And it was over ...
Before it began


Verse 5
You hear people say that they'd love to go back
And do things that they did in the past
But if you reckon they were the real good old days
You can go stick 'em right up your arse!


'Cause when I look back how I came and I went
With a tear in me eye I recall
How me, I had a cunt of a night,
But me undies had a ball


Chorus
And it was over ...
Before it began

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There's a crack in the mirror
and a bloodstain on the bed -
There's a crack in the mirror
and a bloodstain on the bed -
O you were a vampire and baby
I'm walking dead
O you were a vampire and baby
I'm walking dead

I got the ways and means
to New Orleans I'm going
down by the river
where it's warm and green
I'm gonna have drink, and walk around
I got a lot to think about oh yeah

There's a rocking chair by the window
down the hall
I hear something there in the shadow
down the hall
O you were a vampire and now I am
nothing at all
O you were a vampire and now I am
nothing at all

They used to dance in the garden in the
middle of the night
They used to dance in the garden in the
middle of the night
They were naked as the day they were
born skin all bone-china white
O you were a vampire
and I may never see the light

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"Seize the moment. Remember all those women on the 'Titanic' who waved off the dessert cart."~Erma Bombeck

My friend's gotta girlfriend,
And he hates that bitch.
He tells me everyday.
Hey says,
"Man I really gotta loose my chick,
In the worst kinda way."
She sits on her ass,
He works his hands to the bone,
To give her money every pay-day.
She wants more dinero',
Just to stay at home.
Well, my friend, you gotta say,
"I won't pay. I won't pay ya.
No way. Na-Na, why don't you get a job.
Sail away. Sail away. No way.
Na-Na, why don't you get a job!"
I guess all his money,
Well it isn't enough.
To keep her bill collectors away.
Well, I guess all his money,
Well it isn't enough,
Cause that girl's got expensive taste.

Hello my friend we meet again
It’s been a while where should
we begin…feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
I remember

When you are with me
I’m free…I’m careless…I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice


My Sacrifice.........Creed

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~ Nikki ~

"In love there are no rules".......Bono

Annie's 12 years old in two more she'll be a whore nobody ever told her it's the wrong way
Don't be afraid with the quickness you get laid for your family gets paid it's the wrong way
I gave her all that I had to give
I'm gonna make it hard to live
Big salty tears running down her chin, and it ruins up her make up
I never wanted a cigarette pressed between het lips
When I'm staring at her tits
It's the wrong way
Strong if I can but I am only a man, so I take her to the can its the wrong way
The only family she ever had
Was her 7 older brothers and her drunk-ass dad
He needed money so he put her on the street
Everything was going fine till the day that she met me
Happy are you sad, wanna shot your dad?
I'll do anything i can it's the wrong way
We talked all night and tried to make it right
Believe me shit was tight
It's the wrong way
So run away if you don't wanna stay
Cause I ain't here to make you
It's up to you what you really wanna do spend some time in america...Dub style
so we ran away and I'm sorry when I say that to this very day it was the wrong way
She took a hike it don't matter if I like it or not
because she only wants the wrong way

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Love...the slowest form of suicide.

She waits for me at night, she waits for me in silence

She gives me all her tenderness and takes away my pain

And so far she hasn't run, though I swear she's had her moments

She still believes in miracles while others cry in vain



It's all about soul

It's all about faith and a deeper devotion

It's all about soul

'Cause under the love is a stronger emotion

She's got to be strong

'Cause so many things getting out of control

Should drive her away

So why does she stay?

It's all about soul



She turns to me sometimes and asks me what I'm dreaming

And I realize I must have gone a million miles away

And I ask her how she knew to reach out for me that moment

And she smiles because it's understood there are no words to say



It's all about soul

It's all about knowing what someone is feeling

The woman's got soul

The power of love and the power of healing

This life isn't fair

It's gonna get dark, it's gonna get cold

You've got to be tough, but that ain't enough

It's all about soul



There are people who have lost every trace of human kindness

There are many who have fallen, there are some who still survive

She comes to me at night and she tells me her desires

And she gives me all the love I need to keep my faith alive



It's all about soul

It's all about joy that comes out of sorrow

It's all about soul

Who's standing now and who's standing tomorrow

You've got to be hard

Hard as the rock in that old rock 'n' roll

But that's only part, you know in your heart

It's all about soul

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Love...the slowest form of suicide.

It's time for me to be on my way, I know
I have business to conduct and I've got places to go
But I can't help looking at her sleeping instead
Another morning I'll have trouble climbing out of this bed

(Chorus)
But she's such a temptation and no one can save me
But I might find Salvation if I could tear myself away
I know what all of my friends say
there's a danger in wanting too much
But she's such a temptation

I look so tired because I don't get much sleep
I have too many committments that are too hard to keep
And I try to be rational and i try to be wise
But it all gets blown to pieces when i look in her eyes

(Chorus)

I should be leaving but I can't cut it loose
I have my reasons for resistance but I have no excuse
Why I lose my composure, why I can use some restraint
I never claimed to be a hero and i never said I was a saint

(Chorus)

Billy Joel, Temptation (inspired by and written for his baby daughter, after seeing her sleeping in her crib one morning)

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with deep long french kisses

roxy

Hey, lover, I got a sugarcane
That I wanna lose in you,
Baby can you stand the pain
Hey, lover, sugar don't you see?
There's so many things that you do to me
Ooo baby!
All I wanna see is the love in your eyes
And all I wanna hear is your sweet love sighs
All I wanna feel is burning flames
Tell me, tell me, baby, that U feel the same
Tell me that U feel the same way I do
Tell me that U love me girl

We'd be so lost, in our mouths
The best, I feel it everyday
U feel so wrong, be alone
If u just follow somebody someday


Soft and wet
Soft and wet

Soft and wet
Soft and wet

Every time I'm with you, you just love me to death
Ooo weee baby, you leave me without...
Breath! Ooo, baby! Oooo, yeah

You're just as soft as a lion tamed (Hey, lover)
You're just as wet as the evening rain
How will I take it when you call my name? (Hey, lover)
Your love is driving me...
You're driving me insane
Crazy, baby
Oh, girl
Crazy 'bout your love

Soft and wet (U know)
You are soft and wet (Oh, sugar)
Your love is soft and wet
Soft and wet

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Love...the slowest form of suicide.

Definitely LEONARD COHEN.... I have loved him all my life...I even called my daughter the Spanish version of Suzanne (Susana)*lol*, for me there is nobody like him... I absolutely adore him, and the best thing: When I went with my daughter to a concert he gave in Barcelona some years ago, she looked at me with shiny eyes (after he sang "Suzanne" of course...which she believed, he sang just for her...) and then she said to me: "Mama...now we can die...we have seen HIM!" roflmao... I could see, that I had educated my daughter to my liking....
I love all his songs, but maybe "Guests" is the song, that most touches me, and of course "The Tower of Song":

I see you standing on the other side
I don't know how the river got so wide
I loved you baby, way back when
And all the bridges are burning that we might have crossed
But I feel so close to everything that we lost
We'll never have to lose it again

Maybe some people get depressed, when they hear him....I just get happy and romantic (there is nothing like a CD of Leonard on the player, while making love.... )

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I have found that at my age, going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of my face! *G*

This pretty much sums up the mood I've been in today...


It's just one of those days
When ya don't wanna wake up,
Everything is fucked, everybody sucks.

You don't know why but you wanna justify,
Rippin someones head off.


Limp Bizkit ~ Break Stuff

lump sat alone in a boggy marsh
totally motionless except for her heart
mud flowed up into lump's pyjammas
she totally confused all the passing piranhas
she's lump she's lump
she's in my head
she's lump she's lump she's lump
she might be dead
lump lingered last in line for brains
and the ones she got were sorta rotten and insane
small thing's so sad that birds could land
is lump fast asleep or rockin' out with the band

she's lump she's lump
she's in my head
she's lump she's lump she's lump
she might be dead

lump was limp and lonely and needed a shove
lump slipped on a kiss and tumbled into love
she spent her twenties between the sheets
life limped along at subsonic speeds

she's lump she's lump
she's in my head
she's lump she's lump she's lump
she might be dead

is this lump out of my head i think so
is this lump out of my head i think so
is this lump out of my head i think so
is this lump out of my head

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"Seize the moment. Remember all those women on the 'Titanic' who waved off the dessert cart."~Erma Bombeck

My brother sang this to his new wife the morning after their honeymoon (which they had waited for) in church...it was the most romantic thing I ever witnessed. Now the song gives me chills


You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...

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The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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