just gotta share, just how much this place means to me... and the people I have found here over the years..

I can't even remember exactly what lead me here... I think it was my search for erotica... little did I know back then (July 2002) what it would be that I would discover here... and how much this place has meant to me personally.

In the world we live in, there are few places in which you can be truly who you are without fear of ridicule, judgment, or being alienated. Most of us, live our every day life with very few people truly knowing this aspect of ourselves. I can tell you that of the many people I know, even my closest friends, very very very few people know about my sexual desires/likes-dislikes, the fact that I have written erotica, or the fact that I come and spend time here. I would venture to say that many of them would be shocked, and the majority possibly appauled.

The people that I have found here.. some may not even realize I noticed them... many have touched my heart in ways they will never know.. and many I have been able to build a level of friendship that I treasure... the acceptance... the fact that others here share my desires... the fact that things are discussed so openly that they actually are thought provoking and have certainly opened up my own personal perceptions. Ultimately, this place has helped me grow into a much better person on many levels..

It is true... that I stepped away from this place for a very long time... the reasons for that were complex... I found that I have become uncomfortably vulnerable... and chose to step away (not that I wasn't lurking, cuz I did)... ultimately coming back because I had truly missed the things that I enjoy here... the people.. the very hot conversations... and the gentle persuasion that has led me over the years to open up more that I believe I ever would have otherwise...

It is because of all of you... the sum of all the parts... that make this place so wonderful.

So tell me... if you would... what this place has come to mean to you..

We are so glad you are back too.

That ^^^ was not a flippant thought off the top of your head. I'll be back with my thought. (pay no attention to the smell of burning wood )

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If you're wood is burning, I'd suggest a bit of lube. J/K. I haven't been on here long, but the welcome everyone has shown me is kind of overwhelming. I've always been the one in the back of the room watching everyone else have fun even when I was invited to the party. I get here and a drink is shoved in my hand and I'm introduced to everyone like an old friend. I just hope it doesn't change anytime soon.

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"BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes! GIRL: Yes. BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Yes. BOY: I bet you say that to all the boys!" -Meatloaf

You're my date you're going to be welcome. When that changes we feed you too the snorgblatt in the closet. I'm dangerous little boy.





I lose this place too as I've said over and over. I guess I'm really glad that Souls_Cry brought me here. I've met so many wonderful people who understand, commiserate and as I found on my very first post, quickly spring to the defense of ANY member. it's a group of great people and the flock has a wonderful shepherdess who has either kept the wolves away, censored them, or keeps them scared enough that they keep their mouths shut. all I can add is









FOR FUCKS SAKE EVERYONE COME TO A PIXIE GET TOGETHER.

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-Seems we got here just in the nick of time. Whats that make us?
--Big damn heros Sir.
-Ain't we just.

HERE HERE! *clinks shot glasses*. Maybe if I can go to the next one, I won't be the baby of the group. Kind of disconcerting when I walk into the room and OldFart isn't the only old fart. lol.

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"BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes! GIRL: Yes. BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Yes. BOY: I bet you say that to all the boys!" -Meatloaf

and yet we all sang Barbara Ann lol!!!!!! karaoke before drinkin!

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-Seems we got here just in the nick of time. Whats that make us?
--Big damn heros Sir.
-Ain't we just.