Sometimes thing won't turn out like the way you want. Especially in a family. Why can't we all be happy in a happy big family? NO, It can never be a Big happy family. Always something in there wrong. I hate it. Why life has to be that complicated???

you can deal with anything in this world without any worry, but you can not deal with you own family without a worry. So sad! Sad! I think I am always the one who is so frustrated with my big family, I think I am always the one who has to fall into that big ugly black hole.

I do have a great husband and he is everything I want. But When I look at my big family who hates each other like my parents can not get a long with my uncles and aunt and etc and that is why sometimes my aunt and uncles hate me too coz i listen to my parents and so on and on and on.............never stop that type of sh!t in a house on and on...it makes me so headache very headache.

I am glad that I don't live with any of them, I don't even live with my parents. I only live by myself with my husband. We are happy without any of them. But when a certain phone call that keep remind me of people in my family and the past. It does make me so sad and frustrated and think about Why life is so suck! why can't we get a long with each other ?

sometimes think about stuff in my family. it just makes me cry out. Sometimes I didn't tell my husband that i feel sad about family . I don't want to let him know. coz it makes him sad as well and upset. so i just call my friend and tell them. I don't want to make my husband upset coz it is nothing relate to him it is belong to my family belong to me not him. It just thing in my family turn out not the way i want. I feel Suck!

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In other countries like Far East Asia women are still held in LOWER esteem BUT in China, it’s a different story. Chinese women are much more aggressive and outspoken and held in Higher esteem.” I love Communist that provides males and females Equality and WOMEN’S Rights in China.