I can't speak for other women, but I have an idea of what I want...

I want a man that can be rough, but also gentle. A man that can teach me something I do not know. A man that can have fun just lounging around, but also knows when it's time for us to get out of the house. A man that Laughs as loud as I do. A man that Loves as deeply and as quickly as me. A man that knows when to stand beside me and help support me when I need him. A man that isn't affraid to tell me what he wants. A man that demands my time as much as I do his. A man who is honest. A man that thinks about me as often as I think about him. A man that needs me, as much as I need him. A man that can make love, and then turn me into his pet. A man that is a Master and a Lover. A man that is full of suprises. A man that is spontaneous. A man that is happy with him and with me. A man that doesn't want to change any part of me. This is my perfect man. It might be too much to ask... but this is my dream and ideal relationship.

Where do I look? I look everywhere... Honestly some Friends can become amazing lovers. I hope my man is also my best friend. The moment I have to lie to someone I am interested in, I know he isn't for me. When I know I am into it too deep with someone, is when I can't think about anything else but them, and just thinking of them makes me start singing. I hate and love this feeling, you might ask or wonder why I hate it... it's because it is never returned when I want it to be. Why I love it... because I feel like I am floating.

When I find a man who can float like I do, when I do, then I have found him, and I hope to be with him for the rest of my life.

Until that time... I have fun and try not to hurt myself too badly, Altho I am getting stung pretty hard right now... Why do you pixie men have to be so damn perfect and so far away!?

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~Kaelynn~

Some days life can be shitty , some days life can be outstanding ;
Sometimes you find love , sometimes you find fun ;

Just remember through all these changes you are you, special and unique...

Just a reminder to those who are like me and need it...