OK, just to say it AGAIN.
This is NOT PORN.
I am sure there are communities where it might be considered Porn, places were they don't allow Playboy and it's ilk to be sold. But nothing I read was beyond what you would see on HBO, Cinemax, or Showtime.
Hon, I spent a huge amount of time considering whether or not to do this, and let's be real, I don't often solicit advice here in Pixies.
But part of me really wants to know if I can do this, and do it well.
It feels a lot like when I was young and sexually inexperienced. The same thoughts "will I do it right, will I be any good, will he (they, in this case) like me" are streaming through my mind.
And besides, it feeds my ego. I think I need that, because now when I look in the mirror, I can see that I am not even close to being a teen anymore.

(((scotz)))

WW

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"I wondered, am I a lesbian, am I straight, or bisexual? Then I realized that I am just a slut.
So where's MY parade?"

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